nothing will fuck you up as much as the realization that there’s no real reason the alphabet needs to be in order
Ya know it just really sucks cause I always get the urge to wanna hit you up and tell you everything going on in my life: my new goals, the progress of my goals, the weird shit that happens to me, good things, bad things. Whenever I learn something new or take interest in a topic, I want to tell you about it, intellectually discuss it with you, know your opinion on the matter cause you always, ALWAYS had something to say that baffled my mind. When I need an opinion on something whether it be on an outfit, to a sentence in my essay, to the issues of our global economy, you always come to mind first. When I look for words of encouragement for a confidence booster or even constructive criticism to better myself, you always did it best cause you always knew what to say.
It’s just weird. It was so incredibly easy to connect with you, and quite frankly I miss it. It’s so hard to find anyone else that I can turn to for stimulating conversations that actually made me think as well as better myself as an individual.
I want to talk to you again so badly.
But I can’t.. UGH I FREAKIN CANT.