I thought I was supposed to be all happy and full of good feelings at this stage. I mean isn’t that what’s supposed to happen at the start of these things? But no, nothing’s changed and this lack of effort or excitement or anything at all really is driving me so far away. I don’t even expect anything anymore. You’re just there and not even doing anything to get anywhere. Like alright, I guess im that insignificant to you but whatever man, if you don’t care I won’t either and don’t expect me to stick around much longer if it stays like this.